I can honestly say, this season has been trying, tough and unfamiliar.
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Though I’ve been honest with myself, I’ve had to learn to really be open and transparent with God.
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Yes, he knows what’s going on.
But I’m these moments, I’ve had to be raw with Him; expressing how I feel and what I need from Him as my father.
And in this season, I see that I’m weak. I need his strength.
I’ve encountered disappointment after disappointment.. failure and heartache.
BUT God.
Though he’s been there through it all, there’s been many things I’ve had to release and let him take control of. (I didn’t like that. Lol.. I like to have my hand in so much as though I’m serving as Vice President of God’s Will for my life 😂)
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But I couldn’t get through along. I NEEDED the source!
I needed to be connected. Without the source, I serve no purpose.
I’m nothing.
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My note to you:
No matter how independent or “strong” you may be, you need Him.
Your relationship with Him will truly set the tone for the relationship(s) in your life & relationship(s) to come.
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Take some time to be real not only with yourself but God.
Be transparent and RELEASE all that’s anchoring you in the wrong places and to the wrong people.
Release the hurts, failures and disappointment.
Release the expectations.
If I know nothing, I know for sure God’s listening and working on YOUR behalf!
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You are loved.
Remember, your relationship with Him is essential.
P.S. THIS IS GRACE